Show me that good things come to those who wait

Things has been going tougher and harder for me nowadays.
I began to shed tears whenever I'm feeling down on the inside or just feeling quite sensitive to some things.
People began to support me even more than before. You know who you are.
I've learned to understand people's needs and also, my future.
I've learned so much, with just only one person.
And we love each other so much, too much, that we chose to let go.
I love you. So much.
You can't imagine how deep my love for you is.
As deep as the ocean? No.
Our love can't compare to anything in this world.

Here's a song which sort of relates so well to what I'm currently facing in life.
I've edited some of the lyrics, if you don't mind.

Taylor S. - Breathe

I see your face in my mind as I walk away
'Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way
People are people and sometimes we change our minds
But it's killing me to see you go after all this time

Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm
Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm

Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie
It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see
'Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down
Now I don't know what to be without you around

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

Never wanted this, never want to see us hurt
Every little bump in the road we've tried to swerve
People are people and sometimes we got to let go
We've loved each other so much that we had to let this go

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me
It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know this ain't easy, easy for me

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me, oh

I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

Our love was so great. So special. No doubt that there were flaws here and there.
But we took it as an experience in life.
We're going our own ways for good reasons.
And I believe, it is for a good deed.
Not only for myself but for both of us.

And we believe that one day, all I'm asking for is just that one fine day God, that we might have fate in the future and we're gonna meet again.
We're gonna high-five each other, go on a date all over again.
Sigh.

In short, I've never felt so ..loved by anyone ever before.
And this is my first.
And I have to say that I'm not feeling anything close to regrets.
I'm thanking God for sending me a special someone in this 10 months of my life.
Took care of me, taught me stuffs about life, pulled me closer to God, loved me so so much, and the list goes on.
I'm really grateful. Really.
God Bless Us.

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