Hold me tight , ♥
Saturday, March 28, 2009 @ Truth hurts but Lies worse / back to the top

BROKEN STRINGS - JAMES MORRISON FT. NELLY FURTADO

Let me hold you
For the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can't feel anything

When I love you,
It's so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking,
It's the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?

Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to save
It's like chasing the very last train when it's too late

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell something that ain't real

Well the truth hurts
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?

But we're running through the fire
When there's nothing left to save
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late (too late)

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I cant tell you something that ain't real

Well truth hurts
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before


Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again


A really nice song. Not a song that speaks out what I'm feeling right now though.
'Cause it's a broken-heart song or something.
You know, you leaving me I leaving you those kind of songs.
Nothing specific. Just a song to share.
I like the melody and their voices.
It blends nicely together.


Well, back to my Confessions of a Shopaholic.

@ Project, considered in robbing Miah's house, lasagna, bazaar and light off! / back to the top
As you can see, obviously, I did a lot today.
Civic project, went to the KIS bazaar and earth-hour!
Yeah.

Will edit this section soon.


Edit:



I think I'll just do some summary here. Well, I do remember clearly what we did today.
It's just that, I'm tired now and I can hear my bed calling my name, "Wendy, come over here."
Scary imaginative mind I have.

So, here goes:
-Had "mantao" for breakfast
-Went to Miah's house for civic project
-His house is freakin' huge
-I was planning to break into his house tonight but I didn't of course
-Done our reports and just a lil' touch up for our brochures
-Went to KIS by carpooling(hey, it's Earth Day. So do something to save the lovely earth la ba) Sunny's mommy's car
-Crammed, in a car
-Reached KIS
-Went to look for the Batik Colouring booth
-Took pictures
-Bought some sugar-rush food(cupcakes and two candy floss)
-Lasagna for lunch(it tasted quite nice)
-Saw some girls with their bulky SLR/DSLR with their HUGE ASS LENSES(fuyooh, Mitran, you kalah oh)
-Went in to the school hall
-Saw lots of accessories and many used things for sale
-Bought nothing there
-Elreena and Sharlyn bought few of the books there
-Which cost, RM10 per book(cheaaap!)
-They had cultural dances
-Kiddies who were so fully desperate to pop balloons which has wristbands in it with the 'Orang-Utan' word on it using colourful darts
-More popping and attempting
-More wristbands for the kiddies
-Belle, Elle and Sharlyn. They left one by one
-I was stuck the whole time with Sunny when the trios left me at the KIS bazaar
-Mosquitoes biting everywhere!
-A mosquitoe landed on Sunny's forehead without him noticing it
-Sucked Sunny's buhhhh-looood
-Sunny continued eating his oh-so-yummy lasagna with joy(still didn't notice that blood sucker on his forehead)
-"There's a moquitoe on your forhead"
-Laugh Out Loud
-It flew away and then, it flew back on Sunny's forehead again
-As a conclusion, his forehead is sweeter than the other parts of his body (XD wth)
-Car came
-Left Sunny and his mosquitoe-on-his-forehead moment
-Rained heavily
-Reached home safetly


And then it was Earth-Hour!
My house wasn't as dark as I thought it would be.
Why? Because my mom didn't want to off the tv so there were a lil lights in the living room.
I was watching tv and halfway, I fell asleep on the sofa.
Mom woke me up and I saw the clock it was already 930.
She told me to go sleep in my room.
And I said, "NO! Don't say anything eh.. I want to continue my sleep here la"
Then I realized, how stupid was that.
So I went up and here I am now, updating my blog like I said before.


Pictures will be up soon.
Waiting for that turtle Sunny to upload pics on his blog so I could copy and paste it here as soon as I get them.
Promise!
(Don't feel offended Sunny, it's normal :p)

@ Wearing the Biggest Smile / back to the top
I fell asleep on my bed last night which, I was supposed to be sleeping in my mom's room to look after Ryan.
But I didn't. Mom didn't complain though. That's very weird.

Jeremiah called me blonde!? That guy gonna need some super poke, super kick, and a super punch really soon when I meet him.
And that will be later at his place for civic project at 1030.

I'm still coughing like mad. Endlessly.
Even I feel pity for myself. Gawsh.
I'm hungry, I don't know what to eat.
There's basically nothing that I would want to eat at home.
Because there are only bunch of cookies and cream crackers in my house and I don't like my breakfast to only just be cookies ..and cream crackers.
I think I'll just have to eat it, if there's no other choice.
Whatever that I ate and gonna eat is gonna be tasteless anyway.


Hmm. Gotta go get ready now.
Mom said so. Byes!
God Bless all of you and have a good weekend(:
Don't waste it! I hope I don't.

Friday, March 27, 2009 @ Confessions of a Shopaholic / back to the top
A new job?
Hopefully.

A new man?
Possibly.

A new handbag?
Absolutely!






WELL, typical New York Women.

@ Stop Global Warming / back to the top
STOP GLOBAL WARMING.

Earth-hour or, Earth day is coming soon.
Oh wait, it's starting tomorrow at 830 - 930 (remember the time guys, it's quite important to us)
Yeah, an hour. I could live, really. Without any electronic devices for an hour, I can still survive.
It's positive that I'm gonna use that one hour to sleep.

MM. School was quite okay today.
Nothing much happened just, seeing the same ol' same ol' in the class.
Talked to people in the class. Teased people in the class. Laughed at people in the class. Laughed at, basically everything, in the class.
Oh and btw.
Don't think I didn't see those small pixie eyes of yours, Mrs I-Know-Our-Country's-History-More-Than-You-Do, Teeach.
She was obviously staring at us, Sunny. Yes. We were talking, the usual us.
But you don't need to look at us that way, Teeach.
I'm sorry but I felt really disturbed by that.

Anyways, it's my granny's birthday today and Aunt Ivy's too!
Happy birthday to both of my lovelies!
Popo, you're the one in a billion. You're so cute when you smile, you're so cute, too, even when you're not smiling.
Because you're just cute in any ways! I'm glad that you're still healthy and cheerful as always(:
May God bless you and stay strong, stay healthy, stay cute and most importantly, stay just the way you are, Popo. We Love Youuuu!
Gawshh, I want to pinch her now.


And
Aunt Ivy, or as known as, Joshua Ronald's mom.
Happy Birthday to you, Aunty!
Though I've known aunty for not
that long, but I believe that you are caring, has a big sensitively-warm heart in you and a great cook too!
All in all, God Bless and stay healthy and wealthy all the time(:


I went to Popular just now and I finally bought a book of my own!
It's the book of
Confessions of a Shopaholic.
My sister is gonna watch it tomorrow, DARN IT. NO FAIR.
And I couldn't get to watch it first!
The obvious reason why I bought the book.
It's because I don't have the time to go out with friends for a movie, spend money on Popcorns, drinks and a ticket which cost RM8?
Reading it will be just fine.


I saw lots of books there. Plenty.
I couldn't decide which to buy and not to.
I saw a few of Meg Cabot's but they are
quite expensive :/ Over the budget actually.
So I didn't buy any of them. Such a bummer though.
But I'll just borrow Trudy's so at least I know how does it feels like to read a book of Meg Cabot's.


Somehow, I feel tired. But I don't feel like sleeping.
I feel like reading Confessions of a Shopaholic and abandon the Smart vs. Pretty book.
It's kinda
boring, and dull.
So, yeah. New book it is.

Bye guys.
Tomorrow's gonna be a
busy busy day again.
Projects, which seem so endless. And homework, which is pilling up again.
I don't like the sound
AND the sight of that.

Thursday, March 26, 2009 @ Front Row Seats / back to the top
Not going to school for two days and things changed quite quickly.
Like, for instant, Jeremiah and his aftermath of his haircut.
And our class teacher considered in changing our seats starting from next week onwards.
Based on what Gary said in his blog, the diagram was up on somewhere in our class's notice board.
And he mentioned our names in his blog, The WEBS.
That we're gonna be in the front row. How thoughtful and how can I not appreciate that? (pfft)
Well, it's good enough that we're not separated.
If we'd separate, I would be really emotionally alone and talk/laugh to my own self at one corner on my new seat.
As I've said before, I can be consider as an anti-social person.
I'm working hard to not be one, okay?!
It might be awkward for me to talk to someone that's kind of new to me(even though we're classmates).
I tend to talk less and do my work more if I'm in that kind of situation.
(Oh wait, so I think that's the whole point of changing our seats)


Great.


I'm feeling lots better now, thanks for those who concerned(:
I'll be in school tomorrow.
I might not do oral tomorrow because my throat would kill me if I do so.
It still hurts like mad when I talk.
This is just so sad. I might bring along my Little Black Dress book with me to school.
In case I couldn't make it for oral, I'll sit and read my book.
That sounds good to me.

Gotta get some sleep now.
Nights.

(And I hope Mr. Blogger wont screw up my bloglay, AGAIN)

ohmygoodness, I can't believe Mr. Blogger is becoming a real shitty pain-in-the-ass again.
My template is once deleted and GAH. ALL my hardwork?!

*EMOs*

Wednesday, March 25, 2009 @ Shoo, Shoo, Flu, Flu. / back to the top
I'm still sick and this time, it's getting worse.
My fever is rising and I'm coughing endlessly.
I feel so dead right now.
Hmm. I don't really have the appetite to consume anything right now.
Not even the bread nor the porridge.
OMG, speaking of porridge. Why do we have to eat porridge often only when we're sick?
And I am sick of porridge.
Gah. I want something like, rice with ABC soup maybe?
That's waaaay better than porridge. You gotta agree with me in this!


I'M CRAVING FOR ABC SOUP NOW, MOM.


Anyways, I don't know what should I talk about now.
My day is so, dull and boring.
All I did was lying on the bed and sleep.
Sounds like a big fat piggy over there aye?

Will blog more later.
Well, I hope I have the energy to.

@ I should curse, should't I? / back to the top
!@@#!#!@$!@#!#
That, was not a curse. Just typed it for the sake of wanting you guys to know that I'm really mad right now.

I did not even do anything major to my previous Template and now it's all.. GONE?!
Today, I feel shitty.

Or is it maybe my blog is trying to tell me that it's time for a new bloglay?
Gawd, I don't know about you, but, I can't wait to change another bloglay -_-
Thanks for the help, Mr. Blogger.

I could've used that 5 secs or 10 secs of my life, resting my heavy head on that soft pillow on my bed.
And I thought I could rest in peace mind.
All my God-knows-how-many links are ..*POOF-ED*!
Grr, just grr.

Oh and btw, my layout is all black right now because I'm feeling emo.
These kind of comp stuffs are multiplying the emo-ness in me.



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Edit:

TADA! new layout. Simple and clean.
Will put in links later.

@ Retard / back to the top
I've read few pages of Smart vr Pretty, and I'll continue more later.
I just have this sudden urge to change the background of my bloglay.
Seriously, I just couldn't stop, can't I?

So, I kinda screwed up the header part.
And now it's header-less. I'll put another header as soon as blogger and my connection stopped being retards.
I hope that would be soon, real soon.

I'm feeling quite good right now compare to how I was feeling just now.
Like a dead zombie lying on the bed reading a good book.





OHMYGAWD.
I just screwed up my XP.
It's all in blue now, I mean the task bars and everything!
Okay, I gotta go sort these complicated things out!
Ciaoz!

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Edit:


This . Is . So . Stupid .
My windows are in sliver-ish grey right now.
Oh how great. I miss my silky-black task bars ):
What a day of getting sick and ruining my XP.
I think I need to rest my brain now. The pain is coming back.
HOW GUH-RAAATE.

@ King of Majesty / back to the top
I'm supposed to be in school right now, but I'm not.
Why? 'Cause I'm sick! Sore throat is getting into me.
Whenever I have sore throat, I talk really really less.
And I look like a zombie too.

I think I'll go back to sleep now.
Or maybe not..
Oh yay! I can read my Little Black Dress book in peace now, without the presence of my classmates' noises.
I couldn't concentrate! Especially with Sunny around you, you will NEVER concentrate.

Oh. And I'm in love with King of Majesty - Hillsongs United
Really really nice song(:

Jesus, you are the savior of my soul
And forever and ever I give, my praises to you



Okay. Gotta go to the clinic now.
Bye.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009 @ Smart versus Pretty / back to the top
I don't feel like talking about stuffs which happened yesterday.
Just a waste of time ranting about stuffs that are predictably gonna happen again and again, don't you think?
Mm. Monday is such a Monster to all of us. At least, I did feel like I was having a monster-attacking-and-eating my brain alive.
I got back my test papers and you don't have to know what I got.
I would like to keep that to myself.

Anyways, Trudy was telling us about this mediator story thing from a book that she read when we were in data room yesterday. During recess time.
It sounded really interesting from the way she explained to us.
I kinda got excited about it and I even thought of owning a Meg Cabot book as well!
But the thing is, I'm not those kind of person who sits and reads a book for an hour or so. Especially with thick books. I might as well just read two to four pages and I'll stop reading. And my body and mind might ended up somewhere in front of the laptop, all over again :p


DISTRACTING PIECE OF THING.


Um. So where was I?
.....Oh yes, the book. Novels. Books. Meg Cabot.
I want to own one. Or maybe Little Black Dress will be in my 'to-buy' list, too.
I don't know. I have one Little Black Dress book. I bought it, last year.
And I barely even touched it. Believe me.
Maybe I should. Well, that book oveeeeer there*points at 'Lost With Words'* is something like a sad love story book or something. I'm not even clear myself :O
It sounds boring, you know. I might get another one sooner or later.
Another good way to improve my louya English. Or should I say, Manglish?

Oh yeah, Trudy was explaining 'Queen of Babble Gets Hitched' to me today.
I sat and listened carefully to her not-so-long explanations.
And whoah, she could remember all three books of 'Queen of Babble'. With some refreshing help from Apple of course.
It sounded really interesting, based on the way she explained it to me. I would love to read that book from thin to thick, but I guess I don't need to anymore.
'Cause they explained like, everything. From A to Z.
I'm just looking forward to some other Meg Cabot books that I searched online yesterday night.
I'm currently reading Smart vs. Pretty, Valerie Frankel.
(Are you freaked out? Doesn't sound like the normal Wendy over there huh?)

I spent my Maths and Malay periods on reading Smart vs. Pretty(I know it's an old book but who cares right?)
My Maths and Malay teachers were absent, so, I spent my four periods on a book.
I couldn't stop reading! Didn't know that it would be so, addictive!



The book that I'm currently reading.


Ellen's relationship to Andy doesn't just seem perfect on the surface, it really is perfect. She loves his family, and everything about him, including that he brings out the best in her. That is, until Ellen unexpectedly runs into Leo. The one who got away. The one who brought out the worst in her. The one she can't forget. This is the story about why we chose to love the ones we love, and why we just can't forget the ones who aren't right for us. Emily Giffin brings both humor and heart to her novels and has an uncanny ability to tap into the things women are really thinking and feeling. With LOVE THE ONE YOU'RE WITH, she proves, once again, why she is the fastest rising star of women's fiction writing today.



Beauty Cookson is really not very beautiful. She's plain and timid, and all the girls at school are super-confident and snooty. They think her name is ridiculous and have come up with a new one for her - Ugly! Worse than the teasing in the play-ground, though, is the hurtful criticism from her father. Beauty and her young, pretty mum live in fear of Dad's rages - sparked off when they break one of his fussy house rules, suggest something 'silly' like getting a pet, or if Beauty refuses to wear an outfit he's bought her. But Beauty's mum adores her and finds ways to keep Beauty happy despite all the shouting. Together they discover a new hobby - baking cookies - and a much better nickname is born. After Beauty's disastrous birthday party, Dad's temper seems to be out of control. Can Mum and Beauty bear it any longer? Or can they find a way to start a sweet new life? A charming, page-turning and heart-warming story from the beloved, bestselling Jacqueline Wilson.



Fourteen-year-old Trixie Jackson hoped she had her whole future ahead of her. But when she is sacked from the local factory she is forced to work as a housekeeper for one of her father's friends - a man she instinctively dislikes. Kept under lock and key, her life soon becomes a living hell. But in her haste to escape she injures herself and ends up in hospital. However, her troubles are only just beginning. When her mother is involved in a tragic accident and dies, Trixie and her younger sister Cilla are left at the mercy of their bullying father. All too quickly he brings his mistress Daisy into the house. And she will stop at nothing to make the girls' lives utter misery.


Allie Finkle is excited when a new girl, who comes all the way from Canada, joins her class at Pine Heights Elementary. Now Allie won't be the new girl anymore! But her excitement turns to dismay when the new girl, Cheyenne, starts telling everyone in the fourth grade what to do! Soon Cheyenne has everyone, including Allie's best friends, Caroline, Sophie, and Erica, believing that if they don't do what she says, they'll be what Cheyenne accuses them of being - babies! But Allie isn't sure she's ready to be all grown-up yet. Not if it means chasing boys at recess, not playing her favorite games anymore, and especially...not being herself!

This is a wonderfully written and engaging memoir of Jacqueline Wilson's life as a teenager - her problems with her family, first love, her school life and her friends. Read extracts from her real secret teenage diaries and the stories she wrote as a teenager, to build up a fascinating picture of a real teenager and her inner life. Covering issues as diverse as the songs she danced to and the way she created beehive hairdos to her troubled school life and her parents' problematic relationship. This follows on from the massive success of "Jacky Daydream", her first memoir. Written in Jacqueline's usual and inimitable style, this will be fascinating reading for her fans, and for anyone who's interested in life in the UK in the Fifties and Sixties.


I would really love to have all the above!
Oh and yeah, I kinda admire Jac Wilson's too. I read one of her books, 'Love... something'.
I can't remember. It was ages ago.
And in fact, it took me ages to read too :p

Hmm. I gotta go do something useful now, like, PHYSICS HOMEWORK.
Somebody take me away from this please, anyone?
'Romancing the Bean' - Lolness.

Sunday, March 22, 2009 @ Revolution Party / back to the top
Revo was great! Fun as usual. Teehee.
Met a lot of people that I know there.
If I list them all out here, it would be, endless...

Anyways, I didn't get to take a good picture with everyone!
I only managed to take with Apple, Jamie and Joshua Ronald.
I wanted a group picture or something you know!
But I didn't have the time to. (I think..)
Or maybe just because everyone was all about the youth room or something. So it was hard for me to take a group photo.

But it's alright. There's always the next time, right guys?!
Heeeeheee.


Omg lah. I had so sooo much fun yesterday!
I jumped and clapped and everything! It was for who?
No, not for you. Neither it is for me.
It was for God(:
Honestly, my heart and soul were totally calm when some pastor prayed for me.
(I'm sorry I still don't know each and every pastors that were there last night. The pastors that I know clearly are, pastor Kenneth, pastor Esther and pastor.......to be continue)

I was walking around the whole time with Josh. I didn't mind hanging around and going all about the hall shaking hands and got to know each and everyone that I handshake-d with.
Our love.. yes, our love.
It's like, I can feel our love was getting stronger there.
When we were having prayers and worshiping and stuffs like that.
I was all the while beside him, I prayed for us, for everyone, family, EVERYONE, in that room, just everyone.
That our love will be stronger and tougher and build a stronger bond between all of us.

I almost made my choice to not go to Revo that night.
Something was playing in my mind. Crazy mind.
I felt lost, lost with hope. Lost with I don't know. I just felt like, everything doesn't really go the way I wanted it to be.
If you must know, I just want a peaceful mind and everyone to be happy.
But it was hard.
'Cause there were so many things, playing around in my mind. And again, crazy mind.
I felt like crashing and burning myself alive and crying out loud for the sake of letting out my pain and the miseries that I've been keeping inside.

I told Joshua about it.
He was worried. He told me "That's more you need to come for tonight when you're going through this, That's how I want to help you"
Well, as stubborn as I am, I still didn't want to go.
And then he called me. Talked over things that were surrounding my corrupted mind.
I actually felt calmer after that. And he told me he's on the way picking me up.
And I was like, "WHAAAAAAT? I haven't even take a good bath yet! Omg. Joshua you ah, why you always like that one. Always do things before confirming it to me firssst?"
"I love you, b"
(it's him, skipping me)

So I was rushing and all that I even forgot to take my IC with me!
I told Josh about it in the car, and he didn't seem worried of me not bringing my IC around.
Especially when you're going out at night and what if they have like this sudden roadblocks at Tg Aru and I forgot to bring my IC with me so I'm gonna be jailed.
"If you don't bring your IC, I don't bring mine too laa *smiles*"
"what?! why?! :O"
"So when they have roadblocks, I can be jailed with you. So together together we go to jail"
"-______________-"


So I had dinner at his house. It was a vegeterian night.
'Cause one if his uncle is a vegeterian so everyone had to eat vege that night.
It wasn't that bad after all. I like the sweet and sour mutton-looking vege the most!

Okay, so anyways. That was some random shiz up there.
Overall, it wasn't really a great day but I swear it was a great night!
I hope we'll be having another one like that again here in KK soon!

Gotta go get ready now.
Going out again for more sweating and stuffs.
I'm so tired but I still want to move around so I can burn all my fats.
Hopefully.

Saturday, March 21, 2009 @ Re: Suicidal Fish / back to the top
I totally forgot to talk about the main topic yesterday.
Well, so here it goes.
I forgot to feed my beta fishes for almost, three days!
If you don't know what's a beta fish, it's the other name for fighting fish.

Okay, so there's one. With the colour of blue and yellow, I was washing the fish tank and transferred both fishes into two plastic cups.
(fighting fishes can't be together in a bowl. 'Cause, well, they will fight and die)
I was scooping the blue and yellow skinned fighting fish with a scooper and then it suddenly flipped and omg! It's in the sink!
I was panicked like heck. I screamed and my granny was worried why the hell did I just scream for?
So she asked what happened and I told her, "The fish is in the sink! Is it gonna die?! ...OMG IT'S DEAD! how how how how?!"
But my granny seemed so, calm when I told her about it.
Then she told me to get the scooper and scoop that fish up and put it straight into the plastic cups, filled with water of course.
So I did and ph-ew, it continued swimming after that.
Thank God.


Then the other fish, which is the other one with purple-ish and pink-ish breed.
It committed suicide when I was in tuition. Add Maths tuition to be exact.
My mom told me about it. So I was shocked and thinking what the heck is wrong with my fishes today?!
She told me that while she was walking, she saw something slimy and purple-ish pink-ish colour who-knows-what thing on the floor.
She thought it was a dead baby rat or something -_-
HOW CAN THAT such particular FISH TURNED INTO A BABY RAT?
Mom, baby rats are bigger than fighting fishes okay.
And then again, my granny went and pick that fish up with tissues(I wonder how can you pick a fish up with a tissue!?) and put it back into the tank.

I quickly put my books on the table and ran straight to look at my poor fishes right after I'm back from tuition.
The one who committed suicied, which jumped from the highest to the lowest didn't really move at all.
So I was panicked, again.
And I wonder how did it even jump from that tank so high up, down to the lowest ground!
Amazing but, not too amazing.
'Cause it just injured itself by doing that!
Sigh, such poor fishes.

My sis so very the helpful, told me that my fishes dislike me and can't live any longer here with me as their owner.
So it committed suicide. One by One.
Ugh.
Is that actually what big sisters do? Pulling hopes down and making the younger ones sad?
pfft.


Anyways, will blog more later.
Going out now.
Ciaoz~

Friday, March 20, 2009 @ Suicidal Fish / back to the top
Um Hm.
I'll blog later.
I'm gonna go stuff my face with BK now! :D

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Updated:


You have no idea how super duper humongous fat I feel right now.
I consumed so much unhealthy food today!
I had KFC, Burger King and Chocolate Swirl Cheesecake. And no, I'm not happy nor proud of it at all!
I only had, AN APPLE for today. Not even a big one. It's a cute small one.
I feel so obese. Oh damn.

I shall eat more apples tomorrow and no more fast food or junk food for three to four days!
I really hope I can keep my promise in this! *crosses fingers*
The reason why I had junk food is because there aint nothing healthy or a proper meal for me to consume at home. And I still have a lot of Chinese New Year biscuits at home that are never been touched before, so I always ended up eating them to keep myself alive for 30 minutes or so while waiting for some good food drop down from the sky or something.

This is not healthy at all. Eating too much biscuits kills. I swear it will.
'Cause well, Mrs Lim told us about how biscuits nowadays can actually kill us if we consume it too much. It was during one of those PE classes.
Or maybe it wouldn't kill, I was just in the mood to exaggerate.

Um okay. Lets talk about something else, like for instant, my omg-lah-it's-so-boring day.
Our chemistry project is almost done! Just a teeny weeny bit and we're done! :D The feeling of relieved!
I LIKE THE FEELING OF THAT, don't you too?
But I'm still screwed with Moral and Physics though.
Ugh. Thinking about it makes my head spin right round right round~

It was the second time of my life playing LBP(Little Big Planet) today at Julian's place.
It is still so freaking cute and funny! And again, I laughed a lot. As usual.
We went to the next level, and the next level, and the next level.... until Elle's car came.
So, we had to leave. T_T
So long, LBP. I will see you again, somehow, someday.


Um, so my partner finally came.
So we dance, dance, dance. Shake it out, Shake it out!
It was raining and it smelled like shit.
But, WE DIDN'T CARE ANYWAYS. So we continued our dance and yeah.


Then it was about time for us to go home and take a super duper long warm bath.
Ohmamamia~ Don't you just like taking a warm bath and play with the water for like a half and hour?!
Maybe not that long, but, don't you wish you were in a warm bubble bath with really nice aroma smell just like you're in one of those spa. Where nothing is in your mind but relaxation.


(Stops dreaming)



Anyways, so I was on A Shopaholics Dent and then something caught my wonderful eyes.

This is a ring made out of gold brass.
Pretty unique huh?

So yeah. It actually caught my eyes. And so I clicked on Soak Republic and explored this site all the while when I was downstairs using the Desktop.
Seriously, this site has a lot of goodies! You guys should really check it out.
Recommended for those who are so super addictied or has an interest for earrings/accessories.
I shall post up some of the pictures here of accessories that I fell in love at first sight with.
You girls should really scream your lungs out when you see these cute earrings! So freaking adorable!

& Really pretty vintage-ish necklaces/rings too!







These dollies somehow remind me of LBP.
I know they has this weird looking faces and bodies but, aren't they cute that way?!
I guess, that is the whole point. Of, looking weird and weirdly cute at the same time.




Really really unique rings, aren't they?!


These are rings too.
I love the far left one. The one in black colour and a small part of a golden side.



OHMYGOODNESS.
Just keep on drooling, keep on drooling.









These are my fave!
No need for me to say much for these bunch of colourful and pretty earrings huh?
Just go on, click on that dang site!


Oh, and btw, I've changed from twitter to plurk.
I think Plurk is, cuter. hahah. I don't know about you, but that was just my thought.
And it's easier to manage. 'Cause, I still have no idea how do you customize twitter.
I know I'm slow and dumb okay. You don't have to tell me. It's pretty obvious already.


I'm off now. Nights!


Wednesday, March 18, 2009 @ The Middle / back to the top
It just takes some time
Little girl we're in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be alright, alright
--The Middle


OMG, another super addictive song!
And I like playing the drum to this song in guitar hero!
Jimmy Eat World is the singer, if you're wondering.
I'm not really sure if this is a new or an old song.
Maybe I'm just outdated, again.
It's normal for me to feel so left behind with these kind of songs.


Anyways, I want to share with all of you about how incredibly awesome my day was.
(pfft)
Bird park, or as known as, KK Wetlands Centre was great!
I managed to sweat! (well, duh the weather was super hot)
People who were there:
Myself. Belinda. Elreena. Sharlyn. Julian. Gareleos. Damien. Irving. Andy Osman.
It was a great so called journey through the green green bushes and mangroves and sweeping all those dry leaves and cutting leaves that were practically blocking our ways.
So much fun, right?!
oh oh, and Elle was our photographer of the day!
(she always becomes our photographer anyway, with her bulky SLR)
And we appreciate that! :D Very entirely much!

So we got our certs and off we head to Elle's place.
For what oh!? For mooooooore guitar hero madness of course!
The drum is sooo fun to play with! I never tried playing the guitar 'cause I seriously suck at it.
When I first played the drum, I sucked badly in the beginning but I got better in the middle and I was addicted in the end!
Dang You Guitar Hero but I Love You So Much!
hahahaha.
Ps3 has definitely got into me. Or is it just those two games that I'm addicted to haunting me, everyday!?

Dance practice was alright.
Learned some new moves and I swear I sweated like hell.
But I'm not complaining.
'Cause I'm loving it! Sweating is the best!
To make us, at least me, not to feel fat anymore!
My partner was not there, again.
So I was told to dance with Adam Ali.
Joanna was not there either, so Adam Ali had to dance with me.
Just for practice.


Yaddiyaddiyaaaaa. Nothing much happened after that.
Then Elle's car came and we were again, at Elle's place.
For more..... guitar hero!
I managed to only play one song which, I forgot what was it.
We were all feeling dizzy izzy but our souls and minds so hardcore wanted to play more of guitar hero!
So, we did. And I was satisfied!
"We Want More!"

I'm trying to stop myself from touching or do anything to my Template.
I'm trying my best to not bother bout my layout for, now.

I didn't do any of my moral essays today!
Not even the Physics!
Not even Chemistry project!
Not even the Civic project!
I feel so useless and hopeless sometimes.
We're trying to finish everything this coming Friday and hopefully, we do what we said.


WARNING:

This upcoming message is gonna be a lil' mushy and may lead you to having goosebumps.
Leave if you wanna or if you could.
Your co-opperation is very much appreciated.







Joshua Ronald Rokam, I miss you so much!
I want that warm cuddly hug from you.
I want your face just right beside mine right now. I want your eyes just opposite mine right now So I could look into your small pixie eyes the whole night until I fall asleep.
Or maybe I wouldn't fall asleep 'cause... "I don't want to close my eyes! I don't want to fall asleep! 'Cause I miss you baby, & I don't want to miss a thing!"


My love for you is definitely longer than your name
--Joshua Ronald

Tuesday, March 17, 2009 @ Ngek / back to the top
So lets see. It's midnight now and I'm still awake.
Not surprised.
I miss Little Big Planet): This is not healthy! Haha.
Anyways, as you can see, I've changed my header once again!
(Gawd, I can never stop, can't I?)

Hm. I should really stay with this one or people would get annoyed.
I'm so bored I don't know what else can I do!
(Wendy, your moral essays are calling your name, LOUDLY)

Oh, rights. Moral. Essays. Projects. Physics.
Lets not complain, shall we?
WORK WORK WORK!

And that, would be progressing on tomorrow onwards.
I promise!


(I'm like talking to my own self. Scaring me sometimes)



Tomorrow we're going to the bird park for, well, kerja amal.
So there's gonna be more sweeping, wiping and sweating occurs.
And I can't wait! 'Cause I am in need to sweat!
I feel fat and I don't like the feeling of that, neither do you!
I'm trying to achieve one of my goals on doing sit-ups every night.
Read My Lips, Every Night.

I'm afraid that I will never pass it!
I need some supporters! XD



I'm feeling a little dizzy right now.
My bed looks so... omg, tempting! I need to jump in!
:O

Nights.

Monday, March 16, 2009 @ Little Big Planet / back to the top
The cutest, nicest and funniest game I've ever played! :D
Who made these little cute creatures are awesome!
Give me a high and a five whoever are addicted to this game.
Too bad, Julian Kong owns it, not me. I get to play it only when I'm going over to his place again.
Which, I'm not sure when will that be coming.
We even played guitar hero! I was the singer, Elle the guitarist and Belle the bassist.
We rocked that World Tour man!


Lol.


Anyways, putting games aside, we did half or ...quarter of our Chemistry project which was given by our dearest Chemistry teacher (...) who expect us to finish everything during our one week holiday before school reopens.
And that is just so sad! I mean, holidays are meant for us to take a break, hang out with friends or just stay in bed the whole freaking day. (oh that sounds good to me)
But, noooooo, we're growing white hair during the holidays! GAWD.


Anyways, lets not talk about projects or studies or whatever that relates with school first.
I'll show you some cute and colourful pictures to brighten up our Monday! :D
You cool with that?


Pictures:


CUTE!!! NESS!!!


I want I want I want one of these!
...or maybe two of these!
..or maybe three!
...more more more!
:D
Do they even have these in Malaysia? :/

A random colourful and nobody-knows-what-the-hell-this-is picture found on some random site that I randomly clicked on.

<3<3<3<3<3<3



Julian! Is you faaaaault!(no, not really)
I'm so addicted to this game now!
So cute! It might haunt me tonight :O


Guitar Hero World Tour! :D



Stay Tuned for more.

Sunday, March 15, 2009 @ Get Back Up / back to the top


I shed tears just by watching this video. I got this video-mail from my mom.
And trust me, I didn't regret watching it. We should really cherish and appreciate what we have now. Love, families, that we have perfect limbs, arms and legs. And a good life. Not great but average. We should be thankful for that. I remember last time, goosebumps will be all over me when I watch something like this. But now, I don't get goosebumps from watching these kinds of videos/pictures. In fact, it actually encourages me and it's a sort of inspiration for me to love and live my life to the fullest. Cherish and appreciate everything I have in myself that God has given to me.


Just something to share with you guys. Watch it, you will be touched. I am touched.
And his smile is wonderful.

@ So little time, so much to do / back to the top
I don't know where should I start!
Um, well, lets start with Mitran's barbecue party at his place on the 13th of March.
It was alright. We took lots of pictures as usual.
We crashed and burned his house! hahaha.
Watched Norbit and The Simpsons. Crappy yet funny.
Talked a lot with people that I was never close with but now, they're so friendly! :D

I only had one barbecued lamb oh :(
I wanted more but my tummy was unfortunately ..filled with sausages and veges!
All your fault Sunny!
I NEED MORE LAMB.
*craves*

Pictures will be up soon once I get them from Elle, which is, Tomorrow!
Reminds me, we're gonna start our chemistry project tomorrow over at Julian's place.
Gahhh. Disaster.


Anyways..

HAPPY BELATED BUURRFDAY MITRAN!
May all your wishes come true. Just like one of Derek's bday wishes.
His came true! *looks at someone and laughs :p*
So, may YOUR particular wish come true too.
The End.


Oh, and thanks for the invite(:
Very much appreciated.

So, what did I do on Saturday?!
Went out with the girls. Belle and Elle.
Were searching for black pants and red singlets.
Consumed lots of fattening food. Well, I'm sure I did have a lot of fattening food yesterday but I'm not sure about the both of them.
I had, cheese baked rice with pork chop! OMG DELICIOUS!
I had, yogurt with tausa bun and fruits! DROOLS!
I ALMOST wanted to get myself a Mcflurry with oreo in it.
But instead, I had, 1901's New York Chicken! GAAAAAAH!


OKAY! Enough!


Oh, I bought a game. Computer game.
Burger Island. Really addictive game man.
I think I'm in level 14 or 15 or 13, oh no I can't remember.
But yeah, it's fun to play! If you like Diner Dash, then you might consider Burger Island :D
There are some similarities between these two games.
It's pretty easy, food.
Even though it's animations but dang, the food sure look delicious!
(oh my Goodness Wendy Wong)
So, it makes me want to play it more and more!


Sunday is such a boring day.
Did nothing 'cept for eating dimsum with my family.
And now I'm here, blogging away and gonna play my game later on.
Oh, and btw, I finally made a new header to shut all of you up who thinks the previous one is such a weird header and gross and gives you a bad picture of me and Josh and whatever you guys thought it was.
Come on, it's just a freaking SMOOCHING picture.
And that was not even Josh and I.
Leave if you're disgusted with my blog, thank you very much.



So here are the pictures:


OMG THEY HAVE BURGER ISLAND 2! I WAAAAAANT!

T_T

Burger Island 1. The one that I'm currently playing :D

Click to Enlarge.
I already bought hamburger, ketchup fries, vanilla shake, cheese burger, spiced fries, chocolate shake, veggie burger, Mexican fries and strawberry shake.
I'm gonna buy more later! And oh no, the chaos.



Before and After. Heh, I changed the colour of our T-shirts and also the design of it.
And yes, I drew the outlines Apple. haha.

Aloha
whendyw.blogspot.com
I'll get back to you.

The Girl
I'm not quiet nor am I loud. I'm cool B) HAHA.
I have great wacko friends, and people usually call us the "WEBS".
One and only love, Joshua Ronald Rokam. Love him sincerely much and I tend to fall in love all over again every time he makes my heart skips-a-beat
Finally my wish came true! Own a DSLR alreaaaady! XD haha. Come here more often if you want to know me better.

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