Hold me tight , ♥
Friday, July 31, 2009 @ So close, yet so far / back to the top


we're so close to reaching that famous happy end
almost believing this one's not pretend
lets go on dreaming
though we know we are
so close, but still, so far

@ Or is it never be done / back to the top
I don't have appetite now.
Don't ask me why, I just don't.
But anyways, I still have to bear with the pain.
Sigh.


don't let me fall


here are some pictures, again:



Some fake thing. haha.



Some stickers on my laptop. :D



He likes playing with that thing too. When I wanna take away that thing from him, he would scream into my ears, again. Ugh, annoyyyying!



But still love him really much. Haha. I look different here.
And yes, I'm tanned. Blame Hong Kong. XD



Hahaha. One happy kid.



Anyways, I don't have mood now.
Yeah. Sigh.
Bye.
x

Thursday, July 30, 2009 @ Kidding myself? / back to the top


Okay. So I think I'm having the urge to change my blogskin again.
@$!%!$#!%$#!@
Yes, I know right? XD

I loooove Macau's cookies so so very much!
Oh and I really wanna watch movie right now.
Something sweet like "A walk to remember" perhaps?
But I don't know where the cd went! :O
And I really wanna go some nice places and just take along the dslr and take lots of pretty pictures.
With some of my models of course.
Wanna know who?
It's already in my mind :p

Belle, Elle, Joshua and maybe my brother. HAHA.
Belle and Elle are posers! (in a good way)
XD
And Joshua Ronald? I don't know. I think he's perfect 'cause he's quite a poser too :p
Oh and I might take Mitran along too because well, I'm a noob and I need help. Haha.
And also Sunny and Jeremiah to entertain us. XD
And also Karen and Jamie to join in the fun. XD
AIIIIH, alang alang just make a bbq party or something or a small gathering party thingy at some cool places. :D

IF only we can drive :(

Okays so I took a few photos with my brother just now.
And it was really random.
At least he didn't move THAT much so I could capture a nice picture of him.




So look, he smiled. ALAS!
I flashed the flash at him then he started smiling and made a lil' giggle. haha.
How cute(:



And I have no idea what he's trying to do here.



Ah yes, he likes playing with my hair and I don't know why.




love love love.




aww man my brother knows how to pose sometimes. Hahahaha.
He's like doing those "romantic feeling" pose and I'm like smiling away. Hahaha.

Okay enough of pictures.
I think I need to get some rest now.
It's 1.20 am dude, :/
x

@ Neverland / back to the top
Changed my chat box again!
The current one looks adorable. haha.
I hope this one doesn't fail me like how the others did.
Shoutmix and Cbox, goodbye and I'll never use you again.

XD

Anyways, I'm bored to death at hoooome!!
I WANNA GO OUT! T_T
But the thing is, HOW UNFORTUNATE, that I'm still sick.
Feeling quite dizzy and throat still itches and my eyes are swollen. Yeah :/
I'm waiting for my mommy to come back!
So bored at home.
Brother is being so so nauuuughty! Like he would just scream to the highest pitch into both my ears OUT LOUD when I don't give him my phone or whatsoever things that I have or things that he's not supposed to play with.
-_-" Annoys me sometimes but dang, he still looks so cute!
Innocently evil!
I don't make any sense but yeah.


Hmm, Oh and I just found out a really really good song from YouTube.
I was watching MJ's videos so um I came to this one.



It's like, so sweet.
Neverland. So sweeet!
MJ, WE LOVE YOU AND R.I.P.
Seriously. He did a lot, he did his part and he loved his fans and children so so much.
And I never believed him being a pedophile. It's too hard for me to believe it.
He's just someone who loves children so so much. What's so wrong about it anyway?
Saw one of his videos and he talked about how much his love is for the children and he would never ever do such thing to any child ever. You may not understand what I'm trying to say here but words that came out from his mouth were so true.
And now, he deserves a good long rest from all the hassles that he had when he was still alive, still on Earth.


"You're an angel..."



And he wrote a song for his fans too. Based on what he said, it's the most honest song that he has ever written in his life.
Childhood - Michael J. Jackson. Quite good.


Oh yeah back to the point, the song that I mentioned is Angel by Leona Lewis.
SOOOO NICE. I mean well, for me laaah.
Sweet, nice, and just makes me feel like falling in love all over again with someone.
Hmm. But I'll keep that to myself.
Though it's not the song that I should be listening to but it does makes me feel quite good though.
So yeah, thumbs up to that.


Hmm.
Will update later or something.
OH, COMMENT PLEASE! :p
x

Wednesday, July 29, 2009 @ Angel / back to the top

"This world, this world could leave us any day
But my love for you, it will never go away.."
-Angel
x

@ Weak.. / back to the top

I'm weak. Weaker than a twig.
I'm torn. More like a burnt paper.
I'm wondering why I've been waiting for so long.
Lilo & Stitch song doesn't make me happy anymore...
It's not the same no more.. No more.

Please don't ask me anything, I don't want to talk to anyone right now.
I don't need you guys to advise me. 'Cause I know, it's annoying for you guys to always advise the same thing all over and over again.
My apologies.


I just, want to be alone right now.
And probably, for long..
x

@ back to the top
"Cause I don't know how to make these feelings stop.."

@ Ryan the Cutie! / back to the top
My brother makes me smile all the single time!
Seriously. Like he got a spell on me or something that I do not know of.
But anyways, he's sitting beside me right now.
Starring at the laptop screen confusingly. Blabbing away words that I do not understand.
Playing with his mickey mouse fan toy. Hahahaha. So cute!
TOO CUTE!

Funny thing is, he doesn't laugh like "hahahahaha" like we do.
He laugh like "ha(one second)-ha(one second)-ha(one second)-ha(one second)"
Okay, it doesn't sound funny here though.
But in reality, YOU would LMAO ROFL too.
Just like his sister, ME!

Hahahahahah.


Okay, he's so sweeet and naughty and ugh, cutie!! *pinches*
Yeah. He laugh to himself watching Higglytown Heroes yesterday.
And watching Handy Manny too. Hahah.
Ahhh, basically all the cartoons he watches, he would laugh to himself.


I love him so so so much.
x

@ OhEmGeez / back to the top
I've been waking up around 10-ish everyday man!
And it's not healthy at all.
It's not like I planned to wake up on that time or something.
It just went auto, just like that.

:/

And I'm not happy about it.
Maybe next time I should set the time and wake up at 8 or 9 or something.
But I know I would eventually just off the alarm and go back to sleep and wake up at 10-ish, again.
!@@#! oh wells.


Anyways, another day of not going to school.
My throat still hurts. Like when the time I drink water, it hurts :/
And my nose, pffffffffffffffffffft. Still the same.
Sneezing a lot again.
Haih.


So I slept at 1-ish last night.
Heh, and I'm not happy about it.
And I did some stuffs that made me regret doing it.
Sigh. like, such a careless person man meee! T_T

Oh and I SHOULD REALLY BE STUDYING RIGHT NOW OR SOMETHING.
I must not lie to myself anymoooooore! T_T
When everytime my brain says "WENDY! STUDY!" My eyes and my mind would go "oh heeey, Lets turn on the Lilo & Stitch song again, shall we, Wendy ma master?" -_-




EEK!



So anyways, I shall on the laptop BUT read history.
DEAL??? Deal.
Haih, look at me man.
Talking to myself and this is sad I tell you, SAAAAAAAD! T_T

And ever since I changed my shoutmix to Cbox(again), nobody. chats. with. me. O_O
HOW SAD IS THAT HUH?? T_T



Kays. I was just playing around.
OHEMGEE WENDY STOP IT!
You're crazy, 'nuff said.



Sigh.
Love changes someone, true?
Sometimes changes someone to crazy too, true?
x

Tuesday, July 28, 2009 @ Just So You Know / back to the top


Come To Me - Jesse McCartney.

I thought of sharing this song to you guys.
It's so meaningful to me you have no idea how I'm so hooked up with this song ever since...
And now, I'm still so hooked up to it.
Also the song Just So You Know by Jesse M. too.

Anyways, just click play.
Listen to it and read the lyrics.
It's so sweeeet!
Got to be the sweetest song ever!


Sigh.
Well, should sleep now.
Goodnight world.
x

@ You Are Not Alone / back to the top
My habit of changing blogskins all the time has gone back into the soul of Wendy Wong Kwan Lai.
I'll stick with this one. 'Cause it's neat and simple. Nothing screams wild or riot or whatsoever.

"Though we're far apart, You're always in my heart.."

I'm scared. Terrified. Worried. Panicked.
AAAHHHH!
It's because I've been having runny nose and coughing a loooot these past few days.
My throat hurts :/
And I couldn't stop sneezing!
Been using lots of tissue papers too.

Oh gees, I'm scared ya know.
'Cause I just came back from HK and and....
*praypraypray*
Sigh, I'm scared :/


God Bless Me Please! >.< style="font-style: italic;">"A wiki wiki mai lohi lohi
La we mai iko papa he na lu
Pi'i na nalu la lahalaha
O ka moana hanupanupa
Lalala i kala hanahana
Me ke kai hoene i ka pu'e one
Helehele mai kakou e
Hawaiian roller coaster ride"


x

Monday, July 27, 2009 @ oh those times / back to the top
I did not go to school.
'Cause well, I just came back from HK not long ago, right?
And teacher Hazel was like telling me "oh noo, you can't go back to school YET. 'cause the government said so. So you don't need to sit for exam lah this"
Sooooo, here I am. Blogging away.
Gonna revise history soon though as I promised.
And um yeah, since I'm so freaking free right now.
I took my time checking blogs and fb.
Fb is killing me! It lags sooo much these past few days.
Pissin' me off.
So I read blogs.

Read all those entries that you've made.
Each and every word of it..
I smiled, and I frowned at the same time.
Sigh.

"Wo yau xiang xin ni shi ai wo de..
Bu yao dang wo mei ci chang qing ge..."





Anyways, mom and sis in KL now.
NUUU FAIR!
They're going there to check out my sis's uni.
Surveying and stuffs like that.
So, I'm here in KK with my brother, grandma and my dad.
Not going to school for another week again!
GAWSH I MISS SCHOOL EH T_T
I miss my friends and... yeah friend.

Um, Oh since I'm so free now. I'll post up some pictures that I took in Hong Kong Disneyland.

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Brother's toy.


Peter, where's Wendy?
:p

so sweet..







:) *loves.

*dreams* gawsh, so sweet! @!$!#
*loves.


So pretty.
Wish you were there... though.


Oh during all these Tarzan pictures, sis and I were running and chik chak then run even more and chik chak even more like as if there's this marathon going on.
We ran and took lots of picture as fast and more as we can 'cause we didn't want to miss the fireworks show yo!







O-kay. so cacat.


Lol. Stitch looks so evil laaah.

Mommy and I(:


Hockety pockety wockety wack...

...that's the way we have to pack.

Really nice interiors.


lady > strong > lady
-__________-"



FAT LEGS ALERT!


I stood so awkwardly laaah.

Awkward awkward.


He likes doing all sorts of weird poses when I'm taking pictures of him...
:/


I sweaaaaar, I will never tuck in my shirt ever again!


Inside the Mickey Golden Theater.





Inside the It's a Small World.
Love this *loves.








He loved it.


Bored waiting so ss first laaah.

WE WERE LOST!
Look at the map they're holding!
:/

Our lunch..


Infinity and beyond!!!



so cuuuute!












And again, so sweet....

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