Revo was great! Fun as usual. Teehee.
Met a lot of people that I know there.
If I list them all out here, it would be, endless...
Anyways, I didn't get to take a good picture with everyone!
I only managed to take with Apple, Jamie and Joshua Ronald.
I wanted a group picture or something you know!
But I didn't have the time to. (I think..)
Or maybe just because everyone was all about the youth room or something. So it was hard for me to take a group photo.
But it's alright. There's always the next time, right guys?!
Heeeeheee.
Omg lah. I had so sooo much fun yesterday!
I jumped and clapped and everything! It was for who?
No, not for you. Neither it is for me.
It was for God(:
Honestly, my heart and soul were totally calm when some pastor prayed for me.
(I'm sorry I still don't know each and every pastors that were there last night. The pastors that I know clearly are, pastor Kenneth, pastor Esther and pastor.......to be continue)
I was walking around the whole time with Josh. I didn't mind hanging around and going all about the hall shaking hands and got to know each and everyone that I handshake-d with.
Our love.. yes, our love.
It's like, I can feel our love was getting stronger there.
When we were having prayers and worshiping and stuffs like that.
I was all the while beside him, I prayed for us, for everyone, family, EVERYONE, in that room, just everyone.
That our love will be stronger and tougher and build a stronger bond between all of us.
I almost made my choice to not go to Revo that night.
Something was playing in my mind. Crazy mind.
I felt lost, lost with hope. Lost with I don't know. I just felt like, everything doesn't really go the way I wanted it to be.
If you must know, I just want a peaceful mind and everyone to be happy.
But it was hard.
'Cause there were so many things, playing around in my mind. And again, crazy mind.
I felt like crashing and burning myself alive and crying out loud for the sake of letting out my pain and the miseries that I've been keeping inside.
I told Joshua about it.
He was worried. He told me "That's more you need to come for tonight when you're going through this, That's how I want to help you"
Well, as stubborn as I am, I still didn't want to go.
And then he called me. Talked over things that were surrounding my corrupted mind.
I actually felt calmer after that. And he told me he's on the way picking me up.
And I was like, "WHAAAAAAT? I haven't even take a good bath yet! Omg. Joshua you ah, why you always like that one. Always do things before confirming it to me firssst?"
"I love you, b"
(it's him, skipping me)
So I was rushing and all that I even forgot to take my IC with me!
I told Josh about it in the car, and he didn't seem worried of me not bringing my IC around.
Especially when you're going out at night and what if they have like this sudden roadblocks at Tg Aru and I forgot to bring my IC with me so I'm gonna be jailed.
"If you don't bring your IC, I don't bring mine too laa *smiles*"
"what?! why?! :O"
"So when they have roadblocks, I can be jailed with you. So together together we go to jail"
"-______________-"
So I had dinner at his house. It was a vegeterian night.
'Cause one if his uncle is a vegeterian so everyone had to eat vege that night.
It wasn't that bad after all. I like the sweet and sour mutton-looking vege the most!
Okay, so anyways. That was some random shiz up there.
Overall, it wasn't really a great day but I swear it was a great night!
I hope we'll be having another one like that again here in KK soon!
Gotta go get ready now.
Going out again for more sweating and stuffs.
I'm so tired but I still want to move around so I can burn all my fats.
Hopefully.
Met a lot of people that I know there.
If I list them all out here, it would be, endless...
Anyways, I didn't get to take a good picture with everyone!
I only managed to take with Apple, Jamie and Joshua Ronald.
I wanted a group picture or something you know!
But I didn't have the time to. (I think..)
Or maybe just because everyone was all about the youth room or something. So it was hard for me to take a group photo.
But it's alright. There's always the next time, right guys?!
Heeeeheee.
Omg lah. I had so sooo much fun yesterday!
I jumped and clapped and everything! It was for who?
No, not for you. Neither it is for me.
It was for God(:
Honestly, my heart and soul were totally calm when some pastor prayed for me.
(I'm sorry I still don't know each and every pastors that were there last night. The pastors that I know clearly are, pastor Kenneth, pastor Esther and pastor.......to be continue)
I was walking around the whole time with Josh. I didn't mind hanging around and going all about the hall shaking hands and got to know each and everyone that I handshake-d with.
Our love.. yes, our love.
It's like, I can feel our love was getting stronger there.
When we were having prayers and worshiping and stuffs like that.
I was all the while beside him, I prayed for us, for everyone, family, EVERYONE, in that room, just everyone.
That our love will be stronger and tougher and build a stronger bond between all of us.
I almost made my choice to not go to Revo that night.
Something was playing in my mind. Crazy mind.
I felt lost, lost with hope. Lost with I don't know. I just felt like, everything doesn't really go the way I wanted it to be.
If you must know, I just want a peaceful mind and everyone to be happy.
But it was hard.
'Cause there were so many things, playing around in my mind. And again, crazy mind.
I felt like crashing and burning myself alive and crying out loud for the sake of letting out my pain and the miseries that I've been keeping inside.
I told Joshua about it.
He was worried. He told me "That's more you need to come for tonight when you're going through this, That's how I want to help you"
Well, as stubborn as I am, I still didn't want to go.
And then he called me. Talked over things that were surrounding my corrupted mind.
I actually felt calmer after that. And he told me he's on the way picking me up.
And I was like, "WHAAAAAAT? I haven't even take a good bath yet! Omg. Joshua you ah, why you always like that one. Always do things before confirming it to me firssst?"
"I love you, b"
(it's him, skipping me)
So I was rushing and all that I even forgot to take my IC with me!
I told Josh about it in the car, and he didn't seem worried of me not bringing my IC around.
Especially when you're going out at night and what if they have like this sudden roadblocks at Tg Aru and I forgot to bring my IC with me so I'm gonna be jailed.
"If you don't bring your IC, I don't bring mine too laa *smiles*"
"what?! why?! :O"
"So when they have roadblocks, I can be jailed with you. So together together we go to jail"
"-______________-"
So I had dinner at his house. It was a vegeterian night.
'Cause one if his uncle is a vegeterian so everyone had to eat vege that night.
It wasn't that bad after all. I like the sweet and sour mutton-looking vege the most!
Okay, so anyways. That was some random shiz up there.
Overall, it wasn't really a great day but I swear it was a great night!
I hope we'll be having another one like that again here in KK soon!
Gotta go get ready now.
Going out again for more sweating and stuffs.
I'm so tired but I still want to move around so I can burn all my fats.
Hopefully.