Show me that good things come to those who wait

if you didn't notice, i deleted my old entry.
i realised, it was so childish.
but even how childish the post was, there's always a meaning behind every entries i posted.

so anyways, i'm feeling alright now.
it was a very dark night last night.
i never felt so tired in my life before.
(as in giving up)
tired of everything.
all i do is just release a very very big sigh and that's it.
nothing more.

and wow, it was a miracle.
someone called and he managed to cheer me up.
well i thought there was no one would bother or could cheer me up.
but then he did. and i'm thankful for it.
tears of happiness.

i heard alot of things that i don't wanna know.
people might think i'm the girl who only thinks about herself.
but i have to say, you are wrong.
i might look like i'm selfish but i'm actually not.
know me better before judging me.
i love everyone. but i just don't kno how to show it.
that's my biggest problem i'm facing this month.

sucks but i gotta stay strong no matter what.
defeat the bads and believe in the goods.

i love you, mom. i love you, dad. i love you, sis. i love you, lil naughty bro. i love you, joshua. i love you, belle. i love you, elle. i love you, sharlyn. i love you, whoever is reading my blog.
i love all of you.

and the list goes on.
whatever i've said in my blog, it's the truth of Wendy.
and whatever i've said, i really mean it.
please do not assume and make bad rumors.
i'm not ruining your life so please don't ruin mine.