Show me that good things come to those who wait

i wanna go to 7k 7k 7k 7k 7k.
please oh please?

oh yeah, i sound so desperate.
sometimes, i think whats the use of me being there anyway?
i'm not gonna run, my friend aren't goin and it's just me.
only me. with sunset.
that's sad!

but i still wanna go!
somehow, to think about it, being alone doesn't mean that your life is The End.
....cons for it is, there's no one to take picture with, no one to walk with, no one to share my feelings with, no one to laugh with and no one to hug with.

can you imagine world without your love ones (including your family members, friends and lovers)?

oh yes i can.
world without them is like there's no point in living this life, right?
But, i always wanted to say this but i'll always feel weird saying it out, especially in public.
God will always be in our heart forever. gives us mercy, love and freedom to be the right person. Though our love ones will come and go, but God will remain his place. And though you're confused in everything that you've done or doin, pray to God and have a peaceful heart to overcome every single confusions.

Your day will be blessed and it will go smoothly when God's in your heart.
though i'm not Christian (i'm a Buddhist just so you kno), but i respect otherss' religions and all.
as i can remember, last time, i used to like don't really give respect to otherss' religions but only to mine.
it was bad, very bad.
but when i started to listen to more Christian songs, i feel more calm, patient and maybe a lil overcomed-heart.

i didn't kno songs like that would calm my heart, my mind and my soul.
though i've been facing alot of problems that i couldn't cope with, but i found that, it's just life.
this is life.
i shud not complain much but do my very best for it.

for love, it's really really complicating.
love is like a switch.
you can turn it off whenever you don't want it, and you can turn it on when your despo for it.
in my point of view, i think that's more for the guys part.

my love life is average. (though i'm still single)
i don't go around telling people who im with or in love with.
i don't go around telling people about how good my boyfriend can be or my crush is.
i don't go around telling people i have a lover or im despo for one.

i don't.

but if only they ask, i'll just tell.
simple.
do not over-do it.
to think about the past, my characteristic was like what i just mentioned above.
it was really bad, really childish and really show off-er.
i mean, why do we need to let people kno about our love lives when all they do is just commenting (good and bad, mostly bad) and judging the book by it's cover (they judge mostly on looks).

it's not healthy yo.
but, what to do. life mah.

p/s: do not, do not lie.

gawwwd, why did '7k run' topic jump into love topic?
oh yeah, im so random.

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