I'm staying up late, again. It's 12:52 a.m. now and I have to wake up like around 8 something a.m in the morning later. I can't sleep. My head keeps on turning round and round like as if there's a tornado inside. All I can think of now is just one person. I hate that I love him so. *sigh. And well, Joshua tried cheering me up but he failed. Instead of thanking him for trying his best to cheer me up, I kinda like screwed up his mood now. I sort of like, scolded him and told him to leave me alone. I know it was bad, but, I just need the right person right now. *sigh again.
Well anyways, school's gonna reopen soon & I'm sure gonna miss holidays, again. Though, my holidays sucked bad; many things happened on my so called 'stress-free' holiday. You don't want to know. I'm currently listening to 'Better In Time' by Leona Lewis, it's really a nice song & it's sort of like relates to what my situation is now, again. *sigh. I just feel like screaming out loud now. *screams. I'll blog more later on. I really need to rest my mind now & a beauty sleep, pronto! ttfn. <3