First and foremost
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LIL' CUTIE BABY BROTHER RYAN WONG!
He just turned 2 on the 27th of June.
Jie Jie loooooove you really really much!
xoxos

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Anyways, pictures will be up on FB. heh.
Um, so okay. I don't know why but I seriously can't wait to have my braces on!
I think it looks cool that way :p
Oh and plus, I'm gonna have the perfect excuse ever to not eat too much!
Because you might not have appetite to eat anything since it's gonna hurt so bad and all.
And no solid food for weeks!!?!
I'm gonna ask my mom to make good soup for me!!! XD
So I can't actually wait to have them grillz on my teeth.
And I need to loose some weight!!
I'M FEEELING FAAAAAT ALL THE TIMEEEE T_T
No wonder people don't like me anymore :(
*Cuts self*


Anyways, I'm currently listening to "Man in the Mirror" and I'm telling you, it's soooo good.
Sang by the very great MJ.
Why I say it's good because I can apply it to my life(and also yours, too).
To what I'm facing through now.
It somehow just encourages me to do what's right and best for me and also for you(:
When I'm happy, you're happy too, right?
I hope so.


"I'm starting with the Man in the Mirror
I'm asking him to change his ways
& no message could have been any clearer
If you wanna make the world a better place
Take a look at yourself
& make a
Change!"

I'm gonna go write something right now.
Lyrics, to be exact.


"I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night"
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No. Not guitar. I don't have one neither do I play it.
Teardrops on my laptop's more like it...
Joshua Ronald finally has a FB account.
Go add him or something or say hi to him or just poke him plenty of time you want to.


Sigh.
I'm back to my emo mode.
God, please help me. I need the Faith and the strength to move on. Why am I losing it? Why is it fading away? Why..
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Just got back from Eklektos cell group.
It was quite good(: I enjoyed talking with all of them.
And I could really feel His presence in that room.
It touched my heart. This kind of feeling that would make you shed tears but I held onto my tears.
I was with Jamie the whoooole time.
Lol. She even borrowed me her cute blue pen to note down some important things.
And um, Oscar sent me home.
Hahah. Thanks Oscar and well it was a good two-hours of talking to God and feeling His presence was just great.


(:



Anyways, I'm listening to "What Hurts The Most" by Rascall Flats.
I just thought about this song last night.
So I just dl-ed it and I still loveeee it so much.
Why? 'Cause it relates so much in my life.
Sigh.

"What hurts the most, was being so close. Having so much too say, and watching you walk away."


Oh and congrats to the Drama Team this year!
They got second this year, very good(:
God Bless again!

I'm sure all of you have already heard about MJ's death this morning.

He passed away just like that. He passed away before performing his own concert in London (or somewhere that I'm not so sure of)
He's a legend. Really he is.
We all grew up listening to his songs. And I love his songs!
Like, Beat It, Smooth Criminal, Black and White, Billy Jeans and so on.
But no matter what has happened and gonna happen in the future, May God Bless all of you.






Rest In Peace, Micheal aka Mikaeel.


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Anyways, I went to the dentist today.
It was rather scary and fun at the same time.
And again, mixed feelings.
Um, so the dentist told me to go to this Smile Orthodontist somewhere near DJunction.
I'm gonna have another appointment this coming Wednesday.
But unfortunately, I still have to go to school on that day 'cause the appointment is gonna be around 4 in the afternoon. How great.

And um, Gareleos told me something that I didn't wish to hear.
Miss Ho, my Physics teacher, wants us to pass up our PEKA early in the morning tomorrow.
LIKE, WHAT THE HEEEECCCCK???
I wasn't present in school! GAAAWD.



Oh, and good luck to the Drama Team!
God Bless them all and hope they will win for this year!
God Blesss Always.
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I MIGHT be getting braces sooner or later.
I'm not so sure. I'm not going to school tomorrow because I have dental appointment in the morning.
It's kinda weird to have this feeling of, wanting to go to school and don't want to go to school at the same time.
This kind of mixture of feelings it's just so, confusing sometimes.
But, anyways, I wanna sleep more bah.


I know it's stupid and lame to go www.google.com and then type in "Does Getting Braces Hurt?" and then click Search which, I tell you, I did that not long ago.
And most of them said, putting it on doesn't hurt that much. Only after awhile, aftermath of putting it on, our teeth/gums/whatever would eventually get sore and hurt and stuffs like that.
I'M SCAAAAARED! >.<
Sigh. Tiger teeth ruin people's life.......Seriously.
Japanese people like girls with tiger teeth. They say it's cute.
But the thing is..
I'M NOT JAPANESE. I'm Malaysian. And Malaysians think it sucks like.. "EH, go do braces lah you, Vampire oh"
And seriously, Tiger Teeth ruin people's life...
Why so? Because if you have braces on, YOU can't eat something's that not soft.
(I WANNA EAT APPLLLLE BAAAAH!!! T_T)
YOU can't smile with teeth sticking out like an idiot ALL THE TIME.
(I LAUGH, I DON'T CLOSE MY MOUTTH BAAAH)
YOU would eventually grow slimmer/skinnier...
(heh. Maybe this would be good, but, Sigh, Food. Irresistible la)
YOU would STILL have them on during prom night.
(...GOSH. I'll be looking really retarded not smiling with teeth and all for that whole night alright)

And etc..


So yeah. The disadvantages of having braces.
My dad really hates my tiger teeth soooo much.
Sucks right? I mean, "It's like a trademark!", said Sunny.
So um. Anyways, back to my emo mode.
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WARNING: EMONESS IS ATTACKING WENDY, AGAIN.

For the past few days, I've been talking a lot, more like sharing information and advising one another, about things like Life, Relationships and other random stuffs.
Today was rather deep for me.
And, honestly, I'm having the emoness attacking myself again and I'm not proud of it.
Sigh.

I've been really sensitive lately.
REALLY sensitive.
When I see people laughing, or just SMILING, I would be all emo-ed up and not talking to certain people in my school.
Lame, I know right? I just really couldn't figure out why am I having this problem when I'm supposed to move on?


Sigh, again.


"Tell me why, it's so hard to forget. Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why, I can't seem to face the truth. I'm just a lil' too not over you..
Should be strong, moving on. But I see you sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside..."

My tummy is not feeling really well. I feel so weak nowadays.

I hope it doesn't stay this way for a loooooong period of time.
Maybe because I've been feeling really really down lately and all the emoness just caught up into me.
So that's why I feel so weak these past few days.

Sigh.


Anyways, I want to thank Jamie, Sunny and all of my friends who've supported me and encouraged me to not be emo and made me laugh, tried making me happy and all.
I appreciate it a lot.
Thank you, you guys.
And, nevertheless, I want to thank Joshua Ronald Rokam too..
For always being there. To support me, in any circumstances.
It's hard for me to move on, but, with all my great friends help, I will have my happy life back.
In short or long time for me to recover up all these things that I've been through, no one knows but, God, I really need you to be with me in this. In everything I'm going through...


It's for the best of both of us anyway, right?(:
ymi..
x

During those days when I see you, I would smile.
I would laugh.
I would be filled with happiness.

Now..
When I see you, I would smile.. but, it hurts on the inside.
I would laugh, but it would only last for a while.
I would be happy ..and sad at the same time.


"But the one thing I wish I'd forget, A memory I wanna forget, is Goodbye..."

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You've been on my mind
Since I woke up today
I look at your photograph
All the time
These memories come back to life
And I don't mind...

I woke up this morning
And played our song
Through my tears I sang along
I picked up the phone and then
Put it down
'Cause I know I'm wasting my time
But, I don't mind...



I remember those simple things..
That we've laughed and cried over it..

Yesterday my family and I went to Karambunai for a so called family vacay.
I know it's kinda odd to have a family vacation during the middle of school weeks.
No holidays.
Hmm. But it was fine.
Mom wanted all of us to swim with my brother.
Gawd, I tell you he cried so super loud at first like as if there's sharks in the kiddies pool.
Then I started playing with him a little.
Like, took his hands and play with the water.
So it went pretty well and then he stopped crying. At last.
All we do in Karambunai was just swimming and more swimming.
Had buffet for both breakfast and dinner.
Overall, it was okay.



Oh, and when I was swimming, some live band was playing (and singing) "The Climb".
How coincidence can my life get with all these stuffs, huh?.



I didn't do anything fun there so yeah, I put on my earphones and listened to some good music.
Like, Butterfly Fly Away and Goodbye by Miley C., christian songs, Breathe by Taylor S., God Bless The Broken Road by Rascal Flats and so on.
And there's nothing nice on tv.
So we just tuned on to either vision four or Starworld. which, sucked actually.
So and again, more earphones and music going on.


Hmm.
I'm kinda addicted to songs like, "Goodbye" or "First cut is the deepest" or "Heal the Wound" or "Fall For You" these past few days.
Call me crazy, but these songs just explain so much what I'm feeling right now.


Oh and my fish died. I just found out today when I came back from Karambunai.
Both of my lovely fishes left me with emoness here.
First it was Mickey who died from, I don't know what and why.
'Cause I remember clearly that I fed them! And I washed their fish bowls!
Then it was Twinky.
It jumped out from the fish bowl...
Odd. But, sigh, just so sad.
My life sucks so bad.
Why are people (and even pets!) leaving me?! WHY?
God, what have I done wrong to deserve all these?
*plays "Soon" in Jamie's blog*
Sigh.
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It was Teacher's Day todayyy! I know it's late. It's like a thing for All Saints school to celebrate Teacher's day abit later than the usual one.
Anyways.
It went pretty well.
The performances were good.
I like all the songs played by the Seranta people for every parts of the event.
TEACHER HARDIZAN ROOOOOCKS!!!!!!!!
HELL YEAHHH!!!!!


Anyways, Mr Hollywood for this year's Teacher's Day is teacher Adrian!
And Ms Hollywood is teacher savvy... I don't know how to spell her name :S
Yeah. I'm happy with the results of Mr Hollywood but, Ms Hollywood? hmmm.... Not quite. :/


Pictures:

My photo-taking skills suck so just bear with it(:


Sharlyn looks really like a geisha here. So pretty!

Guess who this is?!
ah pft, no need to guess la got name tag there.


HAIH. WHY HIDE OH. HAIH.






Uh... both pictures look the same, ya?

Haha.





This picture looks cool but it's like all blur~

TEACHER HARDIZAN ROOOOOOCCCCKS!
YEAH 5C PEEPZ?!













They were singing "Dewi" and "You and Me".
Loved it. I sang along~

The Anonymous.


Nigel performed as well too!
He sang "Nothing at all" and I'm telling ya, it was great.
And again, I sang along(:

Most Sporting Male Teacher : Teacher Shahril.
Most Sporting Female Teacher : Teacher Tanisa.


Jaihoo all the waaay~


Prize Givinggg. Eh, lazy to mention what they won la.


Esther and Federick Woooooo!

Most Fasiohnable Female Teacher : Miss Ho.

I helped out with the drawingss!!!!


I was thinking to make it look scary and um, very mummy-ish but obviously, I failed :(

Belle and Oscar!
Sorry for the blurness of the picture, toldchu my photo-taking skills suck.


Elle and Frederick!

Getting ready for the special performance.



Teacher Adrian with his super-d-duper cool sunglasses.

Mr Hollywood!

& Ms Hollywood!



W.E.B.S.
We had to arrange ourselves in the "WEBS"order.


Gawd, this is so retarded 'cause I'm the only one looking at my camera.

As usuall, Sunny always have to take a picture of himself first when I ask him to take a picture of me.


Hunch oh...

No teeth.

With teeth.
I don't know why but I always tend to hunch a lot when I'm standing next to Joshua :/




Candid.








Whoah. his photo-taking skills suck-ier than mine oh.

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